8.29.2016

Happy Birthday Charlotte!

Dear Charlotte,

A little over a week ago it was your birthday and your very first birthday party! I probably made it a bigger deal than I should have, but I was so excited to celebrate you and your life! These are the pictures I took the day of your birthday. You refused to cooperate so this is really the best I could do.



We had some of our closest friends and family come to the party to celebrate with us. You were excited to see everyone and even more excited to see the kids that they brought along with them. Especially Jackson and Scarlett Clonts who used to help babysit you while I was at work when you were super little. I'm not sure if you remembered them or if you were just happy to have kids to play with, but it was really cute seeing your face light up around them. I wish I had gotten a picture of you with them! Oh well.

I planned the party for at least 3 months straight and I went back and forth between so many different ideas. I'll probably use those ideas for your other birthday parties so I wouldn't consider it a total waste of time. I decided to use the "Woodland" theme for this party but found out halfway through that most of the things involved with that theme are very cartoon-y and boy-ish, neither of which I wanted for your party, so I had to get somewhat creative. We mostly decorated with floral and woodsy decorations and I'm pretty in love with how they turned out. For refreshments we had donuts labeled "Do-nut feed the bears", some small round chocolate candies labeled "Deer droppings", carrots labeled "Rabbit food", long round chocolate filled cookies labeled "twigs", strawberry shortcake cups labeled "Forest berry cake", lemon/lime water labeled "Morning Dew", and Bug Juice...which is this gross juice but it was free. Long story. Anyway, we also played a slideshow of pictures from your first year of life. It is crazy to see how much you changed throughout the first year. Seeing you with tons of dark curly hair, to no hair, to red hair, to super blonde hair long enough to put in a ponytail! But the one thing consistent in almost all of your pictures was your smile. Oh, that smile. I love your smile! This is a picture of the refreshment table.


You got soooo many gifts for your birthday and you're totally obsessed with them. And I'm obsessed with you being obsessed with them. Weird how that works. Anyway, you weren't really sure how to open a gift and even when I showed you how you just weren't sure about it. Funny how you never have any problems ripping apart things and taking things out of bags until we tell you to go for it and then all of a sudden you freeze. Hahaha I didn't mind though, It was so much fun sharing that moment with you for the first time. I also hope you stay entertained with these new toys and books because I sure do get a lot more done around the house when you're busy playing with them!

 We baked you a small little strawberry cake (which ended up looking huge in your pictures but it was smaller than the size of my palm) and you weren't so sure about it at first. You pretty much just poked at it and ate the frosting, but it was fun to see you eat cake for the first time.


I am really looking forward to this next year with you. The older you get, the more fun we have together. Today, you tooted while we were eating breakfast and we both just started laughing really hard with each other. I love having moments like that with you! It's one of those moments where I'm like oh my gosh, this baby is a human that is starting to understand humor. Another thing that has been happening lately is you've been letting me cuddle you to sleep! That literally hasn't happened since you were like 7 months old. It might be because you haven't been feeling well (the transition from formula to milk has been a little rough for you) but I am loving it. I could just cuddle you 24/7 and be content. You are the coolest kid. Thanks for being mine!!

Love,
Mom

8.22.2016

Dear Charlotte (12 months!)

Dear Charlotte,

Happy Birthday! Guess what? We kept you alive for an entire year! Yay for us! I don't know which is crazier: the fact that you have been alive for a year or the fact that I have a one year old. I still feel like I should be getting ready to go back to school after one very long summer break but here I am almost 27 with a one year old kid! I swear I have one of those moments, like, at least once a week, where I take a good look at my life and think, "Holy crap! I am married, I have a baby, and I own a house! When did that happen?!" Life flies by so fast. It's such a cliche saying but it's so true. If I could control time, I think I would pause life where it is right now because things are really going well for our little family!

There are a couple of things I want you to take from this letter. The first thing is this: you are loved more than you know. If your life is anything close to every other human being in this world, you're going to have those moments where you feel pretty inadequate and imperfect. As much as it sucks, it's pretty normal to feel that way once in a while. But I hope that when you get to feeling that way you'll have the clarity to remember that there are so many people cheering for you that love you and care for you. First and foremost, your Father in Heaven and your Savior Jesus Christ. Secondly, your dad and me. I can't even begin to tell you how much love I have in my heart for you. Today you basically yelled/screamed/cried/whined for like...3 hours straight. But I still love you. You pulled my hair super hard for the bajillion-and-seventh time bringing tears to my eyes. But I still love you. You woke me up wayyyy earlier than I wanted to wake up so I was super tired all day.  But guess what? I still love you!!! And I always will. Today your dad left for work before you got up and he didn't get home until you were back in bed. He went a whole day without seeing you because he works so hard so that we can be happy. Then guess what? He came home and he did ALL of the dishes. You've got a super awesome dad and he loves you SO MUCH. Last but not least, you have so many family and friends that adore the heck out of you. But you're super adorable so I don't blame them.

The second thing is this: your smile brings so much happiness into this world. No matter where we go or what we are doing, you LOVE being the center of attention. One of your favorite things to do is lock eyes with people and charm the CRAP out of them with your smile. You wave, clap, giggle, scrunch that cute little nose of yours, and you win them over just like that. It doesn't matter who they are, what they look like, what they're doing, you make them so happy. I just want you to know what kind of power you have. I hope and pray that you keep that attribute with you so that as the world gets darker and scarier, you are able to be a shining light in others' lives and make people happy. You were BORN with the power to make others happy. Keep doing it.

Good heavens, my blog posts are so cheesy!!! But I guess that's what happens when you become a mom. Things just get emotional, okay?!

I'm going to write another post about your birthday party because I don't have time for that in this letter. But let me just tell you this, it was awesome!

I love you!

Love,
Mom :)